A Week of Lists: Sunday

Reasons I feel bad these days:

1. Frizz-Ease does not ease my frizz as much as it leaves it looking limp and slightly ill

2. My creative talents have been dormant for so long that I am not sure I have the ability to resurrect them and realize their full potential.

3. I think it’s my fault.

4. My freedom is a thing of the past and I never really had a chance to kiss it goodbye.

5. The bathroom is always, at least partially, filthy and I want it clean but I do not actually want to clean it myself… my laziness and the grime depress me.

6. I understand my father to be a jerk but I am not entirely certain that this is true. However, I do know that he might never let me know him well enough to ever conclude otherwise.

7. Even though I finally cut my hair I still only ever wear it twisted up in crazy pineapple formation, which, I love but which does not necessarily look lovely.

8. I wish I were painting right now instead of sitting in this blue chair typing.

9. There is no amount of moisturizer that will keep my feet soft and supple.

10. The fact that I am not accomplishing anything "personally" substantial feels bleak.